wow, ive realized something..

before when i was young, when i liked someone i would send her letters and give her random things and go full out on being romantic and idk i just thought the things i did was so sweet. but idk as time passed, ive changed.. i never noticed this change until now. i don't do things to be "sweet" anymore, i dont send out letters to the one i like, i don't go out of my way just to see the person i care about.. i just simply go with the flow.. i wish i was back to being myself.. but for now.. fuck relationships. i thought about it, ive lived most of my life being just ME and my friends, and family. i don't need no one to be called my girlfriend. although it would be nice.. i don't need "her" in my life. so for now, i gotta stay on my grind. focused. wc all male 1011 and senior year, watch out cause crisdeguzman is unstoppable.