the sadness just keeps getting worst..

i wish i never had this feeling.. but i couldnt stop it.. its not like it was my decision to suddenly like you and fall inlove.. idk but this really hurts.. i really wish this whole thing never happened.. i wish i can go back in time and just not let myself fall inlove.. D: GAH!! fuck life!! i hate this. is this a punishment? i know ive done a lot of things thats wrong but damn... it came right back to bite me in the ass.. blah whatever.. i hope i get over her soon.. this is hurting too much.
bye.